I've been thinking a lot about obedience the past few days. I'm doing a devotional by Kay Arthur ("Lord, I Want to Know You") that is a study of the names of God. This week I studied Jehovah-nissi: the Lord is my Banner, which focused on the story of Saul and the Amalekites in 1 Samuel 15...
In this chapter, the Lord tells Saul to "utterly destroy" the Amalekites. He gives clear instructions that no one is to be left alive, not even the livestock. Saul attacks the Amalekites and kills all the people except the king, and all the livestock except the very best. He keeps the best livestock in order to make sacrifice to God, praising Him for the victory. Samuel, who was the prophet at the time, goes to Saul and asks him why he did not obey God... because of Saul's disobedience, even though it was for "good" reason, God rejected him as king of Israel and said that He was "grieved" that he made Saul the king.
I was struck by how like Saul I am. So often I pray that the Lord would make His will clear to me, that He would guide me. I tell the Lord that I will do whatever He asks; that I will be His servant for whatever His purpose for me is. I say that I am willing to sacrifice so much, yet so often I miss simple obedience. And as with Saul, the Lord has made his instructions clear--He has given us not only His very words but the perfect example to follow in Christ Jesus. He has given us a new heart and a new Spirit to keep His laws and His decrees (Ezekiel 36:26-27)--there is nothing more He can do to make it clear to us.
I am not arguing that obedience is easy. We still have to battle the flesh and as Christians, we are certainly attacked by Satan. Even Paul says that what he wants to do he cannot do, because of his flesh (Romans 7:19-20). We live in a culture that frowns upon obedience and submission and advocates self-rule. But God calls us to not be conformed to the pattern of this world. Even in Saul's story--it was common practice for a conquering army to keep the spoils that they found and divide them among the soldiers. But God instructed Saul to be set apart from the cultural practices of his time just as much as God calls us to be set apart now. And Saul even followed most of God's orders: but nominal obedience is not obedience at all. Jesus did not go most of the way to the Cross; he obeyed unto death. I believe that kind of radical obedience is what God is calling each of us to, and it's a way that we can live a radical, sold-out life to Christ exactly where we are now.